Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Miracles in the Mess

I have missed this blog and certainly owe all who wrote me while I was away a HUGE hug of gratitude. I apologize it's taken me this long to explain, I do realize that I went missing for way too long. The plain and simple truth is that life happened. The past year has been a test of my faith with an abundance of challenges. In order to preserve my sanity, I needed to scale back on life's extras to simplify what felt like chaos. I won't get into all the details but will tell you it has been a bumpy road and unfortunately, doesn't appear to be getting smoother any time soon.

What's different now however, is that my strength continues to grow and I've found the ability to walk through life even when it seems to be crumbling upon me. Although difficult to see, through the chaos there is often a beautiful mess.  My greatest fears can be conquered and moments of despair can be overcome with unimaginable power that comes from a power greater than myself.


I recently read the book, 'You'll Get Through This', by Max Lucado which I highly recommend. I carry this message with me:

You'll get through this.
It won't be painless.
It won't be quick.
But God will use this mess for good.
Don't be foolish or naïve.
But don't despair either.
With God's help, you'll get through this.

We are never alone, everything happens for a reason and in the end the sad will make sense.

10 comments:

Jamie Jenkins said...

Yes, I have missed you so much Lauren. I have been praying for you and that picture is so pretty!

Steph Hill said...

This is wonderful news! So happy your back lauren

Katie k said...

You are such a beautiful woman, I am in awe of you!

Candace Hollingsworth said...

You are beyond gorgeous and do strong. I think of you all the time. Keep up the positivity

Sam Bruno said...

Aww I've missed you!!! So happy your doing ok and getting back to some of the things you love.

Wendy Spence said...

We talk all the time but just want to throw it out there tgat you are inspiring and have shown such great strength. I'm so honored to know you and share such a beautiful real friendship.

Laurie Duke said...

Your mom Is in my thought everyday and you just exude her beautiful aurora. She would be proud of you!

Ashley Toth said...

I look to you as such an inspiration and know that you have only continued to grow since I have known you. You are truly amazing and I am blessed to be on this journey with you!

Unknown said...

I think about you all the time. Hang in there...you are loved.

Riane Amberly said...

I'm know theres great things to come for you Lauren. You have been through so much and deserve more happiness! xoxo